Chapter 23: A Miracle-work Ministry

A Miracle-Work Ministry [He] was transfigured before them.

"His face shone like the sun, and His clothes became as white as the light."
(MATTHEW 17:2)

On the morning of January 15, 2000, the Lord told me: 'I have a surprise for you. You must go to bed early.' After my bedtime prayer, my body suddenly began to shake very hard. I was anointed so strongly, and a very loud voice came forth from me for a while, followed by the vision-voice.

I saw the Lord appear in His golden gown and crown. The minute I beheld His presence, my voice became louder, and I began to cry while I trembled in humility before Him. At the same time I was also experiencing unspeakable joy.

I had seen Him in His golden gown before, but the anointing that accompanies this vision was much stronger than ever before. The Lord told me that all His promises were being released for the final miracle-work ministry He has prepared for me.

The Lord has often repeated things to me. I'm sure this has been His way of making sure I understand and remember the important things He has in store for me. However, you can see how many disappointments I had to go through.

Next, the Lord directed me to put out my hands toward Him. I did so immediately. Then He raised His right hand and said, 'I release your work.' After this, He instantly stood before me in His white gown, and He explained to me that the day I began to dance, my ministry was released to the church. During each dance the Lord's presence is with me. Miracles abound wherever the Lord's presence is.

Several people have told me that they feel a special anointing when I dance. These are Spirit-filled people who know how to discern the work and presence of the Lord. So many people have told me how they appreciate my dancing in the Spirit, and some have experienced the Lord's miracle-working power as I dance before Him.

MORE PREPARATION FOR MINISTRY

From the first part of June 2000 to December 2000, the Lord showed me many repeated visions. Simultaneously, many special anointings came, along with various hand movements. Often the movements of my hands would include touching my eyes countless times. Frequently the Lord would also show me beautiful stones, and He would give me many teachings in an easy-to-follow, step-by-step manner. Each of His teachings is very important to me.

I feel as if He gives me a wake-up call every day. Each time when I do things wrongly or say ungodly things unknowingly, the Lord lets me know right away so I won't do them again. I know I can never learn enough from Him, but I am trying my very best to learn all I can and to follow Him in all His ways.

If I cannot talk about my Lord or read His words, I am very unhappy. It seems as if many people do not want to be around me unless they are like me. Even many Spirit-filled Christians don't want to talk about Jesus all the time. For me, however, He is always first, every waking moment. Even when I go shopping I tell people about Jesus.

I never feel lonely or need anyone's company, because there is so much I enjoy about my Lord each day. His words are sweeter than honey to me. If I spend half a day with someone without God being the center of our conversation, I feel I have wasted my time. I feel a strong sense of urgency related to everything about God, because I know His coming for us is so near Sometimes the power of His anointing on my hands and arms is so strong that I feel as if my hands are actually breaking apart. One Sunday morning my hand touched my eyes thirty-six times, and before each of these touches, my hands made seven different strange movements.

Every Sunday morning I have to pray, spending at least two hours with the Lord, before I go to church. Then I am ready for the miracle dance. I never watch the time, but He always releases me on time so I will be ready for church. Our Lord knows everything about us, and He promises to supply all of our needs (see Phil. 4:19).

Sometimes my body becomes so weak while I am in the Lord's presence that I drop on the floor before Him. When this happens, I always praise the Father and humble myself before Him. It's only after I conclude this time of prayer with 'In Jesus' name' that I am able to lift my face up.

Every Sunday morning I cry so much in the Lord's presence. This usually happens while I am praying in the sanctuary thirty minutes before worship begins. My tears enable me to humble myself before Him as I thank Him and express my love to Him.

During each of my thirty-minute prayer sessions before the miracle dance, I behold the Lord's presence either in the pulpit or at the altar. He always talks to me for approximately ten minutes before the dance. That is why I always cry, and sometimes I even laugh.

Fasting was never a part of my Christian life until I began to receive revelations of heaven. At one point during this period I wanted to fast for three days, but on the second day my body became so weak that I could hardly walk, so the Lord told me to stop.

He said, 'You don't have to fast to show Me how you appreciate My blessings in your life, for I already know your heart.' Even so, I still wanted to fast every Sunday for the Lord, just to show Him I respect and honor Him for what He has done for us. And I wanted to sacrifice something for Him, so I told my husband about it.

I wanted to fast from Saturday after dinner to Sunday dinner. This would be a full twenty-four hours of fasting for every week. Roger indicated that he wanted to participate in fasting with me, so we have been fasting this way since. During these fasts I drink only water, and Roger drinks coffee.

We are striving to make each Sunday truly the Lord's day from morning until bedtime. The Lord told me that after He starts my ministry, we must stop fasting. He said, 'You will need strength to serve Me.' He always knows what is best for us. I only know how important it is for us to spend every minute of our time with the Lord on Sundays, instead of going shopping and eating out and being surrounded with ungodly people on the Lord's day. If we have a chance to preach the gospel, however, it is a different story.

MY HEALING

Before I met my Lord Jesus, I had some emotional and physical problems. After about two months, as I attended church, every emotional problem I had previously experienced was healed and erased. For example, no matter how angry I would become, I could no longer say any bad words. This change really surprised me, because I didn't even ask for such a healing, and I didn't even know that God could do such a thing that at that time.

It was during this time that I asked the Lord to heal my physical problems, and He slowly did so. As I look back on that time now, I can see how I was sinning, with or without knowing it, so He couldn't heal me quickly. Now I fully realize that, in many cases, sin brings sickness.

I have been a Christian since March 1992. I've gone to the doctor only about two or three times since then (for physical checkups), but I have gone to the dentist many times. When I realized the Lord Jesus took thirty-nine stripes for our healing, I submitted every one of my sicknesses to Him.

I do have pains sometimes, but He always heals me. Sometimes the Lord heals me instantly; sometimes it takes time. Whatever the case, I've learned that nothing is impossible for our Lord. I am totally dependent on Him, because I know He will take care of me.

One time, about five years ago, I suffered from a severe sore throat. I had never had such a painful sore throat before. For two nights I couldn't sleep because of the pain, but I didn't have a desire to take medicine or to see the doctor. Every swallow was incredibly painful.

With each pain I thought about the stripes Jesus had to endure for me, and I cried for Him so much, fully realizing that my pain could not compare with what He had to go through for me. In comparison, my pain was nothing. I feel that I was crucified with Him. Since that wonderful revelation and healing experience, if I catch a cold, it doesn't last for more than one or two days, whereas such conditions used to last a week or a month.

I know I have many gifts from my Lord God, but until now I haven't had an opportunity to minister to others, except through witnessing and praying. However, I know I have healing gifts, because each time I have pain somewhere in my body, I simply put my hands on that particular place for healing.

When I do this, instantly the heat comes on my body, and my physical being becomes very anointed and shakes powerfully. Sometimes I am healed instantaneously, and sometimes it takes longer.

When the Lord doesn't heal me instantaneously, I keep on beseeching Him for healing until He brings it to pass. The Lord told me, 'Persistent prayer is answered because those who believe actually expect to be healed by Me, so they continually ask until they receive.'

He also told me, 'Impatient prayer never will receive anything from Me.' Those who don't know enough of God's words cannot have faith or patience to receive all His promises. When you don't know God's words and His promises, you will not have a desire to pray.

GOD HEARS AND ANSWERS PRAYER

The first thing many Christians do when they are sick is to go to the doctor, instead of casting the devil out, praying to the Father in the name of Jesus, searching their hearts to see if they have sin within them, and repenting. However, sometimes the Lord does lead us to a doctor.

One such occasion took place when one of my wisdom teeth was bothering me for a while. The Lord didn't heal this condition for a long time, so I asked Him why. He simply directed me to have it pulled.

I obeyed, and went to the dentist immediately. The dentist took an x-ray, and he pulled it right then. There's nothing impossible for God, but sometimes God chooses not to heal us.

It's important for us to hear and know the voice of God in these situations. Sometimes, however, it is very hard to understand what the Lord wants you to do. Always pray about it first and ask Him what you should do. Then no matter what decision comes to your heart, if you have peace about it, it is of God.

Always remember that God is peace. If it is Satan's decision, your mind will be very confused. Always ask the Lord when you want something or need something. He is very happy to help those who trust Him. Our Lord God wants all His children to depend totally on Him. If you continually ask for whatever you need or want, sooner or later you will hear His voice, because you are depending on Him. That is why persistent prayer always will be answered.

Some people think that because they can't hear God's voice, He isn't hearing or will not answer their prayer. At the beginning of my Christian walk, I didn't know how to pray and I never heard His voice, but I was very persistent in prayer and I believed I would receive what I requested from Him.

During the last two years, almost all of my prayers have been answered. Now the Lord and I talk all the time, everywhere, but it seems that some prayers take a very long time to be answered. I believe God will answer the prayers of saved people first if they are obedient and their hearts are clean and close to Him.

When I first became a Christian, even though I didn't know how to pray, I prayed many times a day. I asked the same things over and over like a child. I needed so many things then. About two months later, the Lord began to answer my prayers, one by one.

As a result, I began to fear God in a reverential way and humble myself before Him. I learned to pray more often and began to read the Bible, even though I couldn't understand much of it. I began to make a habit of reading the Word and praying many times each day.

The Lord continually blessed us more and more. The more He blessed me, however, the more I feared Him. I couldn't knowingly do anything against His will. This realization and commitment led me to give up the worldly things that I had once greatly enjoyed, especially the television soap operas that had been my daily life. Once I made up my mind about this, I never wanted to see them again.

In a similar vein, I couldn't be happy with anyone if God's Word wasn't in him or her. All worldly desires began to die very quickly. I have learned that the Lord will never force us to do anything, but when we want to serve Him and give up the worldly things, then He will step in and remove our worldly desires and put godly desires into us so we can walk in full obedience in Him. Total obedience from His children is a great blessing to God.