Chapter 27: Release Of Ministry

"Release of Ministry But imitate those who through faith and patience inherit the promises."
(HEBREWS 6:12)

On December 22, 23 and 24, 2000, the Lord woke me up at 3:30 a.m., and my body shook for thirty minutes, then His presence appeared, and He talked about twenty minutes each morning. He told me that my miracle-dance ministry would soon begin. He said that it had been a very long time of training, and He thanked me for my patience and obedience At this same time, I knew some people were complaining about my dance in the church. I believed if people are truly Spirit-filled, they would not complain about what others do under the power of the Holy Spirit or the anointing. When the church body receives a special anointing, many members do very strange things. The Bible gives us many examples of this.

My husband and I want our church to be so blessed. We pray very faithfully, twice a day, seven days a week. My husband even prays at every mealtime. We are so thankful that our church has let the Holy Spirit dance very comfortably with my body, and the Lord continually tells me: 'I will bless this church. The senior pastor, Pastor Wolfson, is one of My very favored sons.'

He is a God-pleaser. I believe that is why I was sent to this church after I was rebuked at the old church.

A HAPPY DANCE

On Sunday morning, December 24, 2000, while I was praying in the sanctuary before dancing, suddenly I felt a stronger-than-usual anointing upon me, then I saw the Lord in His special Christmas gown and crown. He was standing on the pulpit, smiling, and I smiled back at Him.

I said, 'Lord!'

He responded, 'Sweetheart, I am celebrating My birthday with you.' The minute I saw Him I couldn't pray any longer, because my mind and eyes were with Him and I couldn't focus my mind for prayer. The Lord already knew my thoughts. Then His presence disappeared. This particular morning's dance was happier than any other time.

Upon completing this happy dance, the Lord told me that I must rest for two weeks. He instructed me that during this time I must not dance the miracle dance, but I could do the offering dance.

A CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION

It was Christmas night 2000. After my bedtime prayer, the Lord and I talked together for a while, and suddenly a special anointing came upon me, and the special vision-voice came forth for a while. I saw the Lord dressed in His Christmas crown and gown standing before me with a smile, and then He said, 'Sweetheart, I am celebrating My birthday with you.' The minute He said those words, special heavenly songs came and I began to dance for approximately thirty minutes.

The joy I experienced that night truly was unspeakable. The dancing ended and the Lord's special Christmas gown presence disappeared. Then the Lord's normal presence appeared before me. He said, 'Sweetheart, you are My very special daughter in this last day.'

NEW YEAR'S DAY 2001

After my bedtime prayer on New Year's Day 2001, the Lord showed me His special golden gown and crown presence again as He had done four other times. Each and every one of these times for Christmas and New Year's were the same.

The only difference was that He gave me different songs and dances each time. This Christmas and New Year's, I spent a very long time dancing and singing, more than at any other time.

PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH

After church on February 4, 2001, the Lord told me many things must change. He told me not to pray for His promises to be fulfilled in my ministry anymore. I had been praying the same words related to His promises for almost two years.

Ever since the Lord showed me heaven's vision, I pray four times a day, seven days a week until now. I never missed a single prayer time. Anything I start to do with the Lord, I can never quit on my own until He tells me to. This is the reason the Lord moved all people that I know out of my life. Nothing and no one was to disturb my mind while He was preparing me for my ministry.

The Lord had told me during the preceding national election year in the United States that George Bush was His chosen man for the last days president. I knew why it was so difficult to complete the election process with so many disputed votes and other problems. This was because Satan knew that George Bush would make a difference to the Christians of this world, and the enemy was so against him.

On the morning of January 27, 2001, the Lord told me that through President Bush He would lead many souls to himself in this last day, and the enemy would try very hard to win. Therefore, the Lord told me that every church must cast the devil out and pray for the president. I and the people in his cabinet daily am praying for him every morning as the Lord guides me. I hope every Christian prays for him, and for your children and all the lost souls within this troubled world.

SPECIAL DANCES AND A WHITE GOWN

On the morning of February 11, 2001, when I walked into the sanctuary of our church my body was shaking uncontrollably. Again, it was a very special anointing for me. After the dance, the Lord told me to tell pastor Wolfson that the dancing I do is very important to the Lord and the church, and that He is releasing the blessing to the church. I told him to expect and receive.

After church on March 4, 2001, the Lord said to me, 'Daughter, you must get a white gown for Sunday, March 11.'

I was shocked by this, but I didn't question Him. I know the Lord doesn't like to be questioned when He tells me to do something. Also, I was very excited about it, because the Lord told me that I would be wearing a white gown at the beginning of the body-work at the outset of my miracle ministry. He showed me a vision in which I was wearing a white gown as I stood on the huge rock and danced before the ocean.

The Lord gave me very short notice to get a white gown, but I knew it was extremely important for me to obey Him in this as in all things.

Therefore, on March 5, 2001, I went to four stores in order to find a white gown, but it was very hard to find the right size unless it could be custom-made for me. I finally bought one, but it wasn't even my size.

On March 11, on the way to church I cried all the way because I felt such humility toward God. I wondered how almighty God could let someone like me wear a wedding gown to dance before Him.

While I was crying, I asked Him, if it would be possible to do so, to rapture me like Elijah while I was dancing. In this way I knew everyone in the church would know that I was with the Lord, and I knew my husband would take care of Heaven Is So Real! and have it published, and then everybody would believe it is true, and people everywhere would get ready for Lord's coming. But the Lord told me I must stay on this earth until the last day.

This morning, for the first time, I really felt beautiful while I was dancing before the Lord and wearing my white gown. I truly felt that I was His bride. I have noticed that when Christians gather, often only one person will be anointed for ministry at a time.

When I am dancing each and every dance, I am so anointed and the Lord's presence is fully with me, but I never notice anyone being healed, because he hasn't released me yet to serve Him in this way. The Lord has to make sure that I am ready for the world. I felt that I was ready for my ministry a long time ago, but my opinion doesn't count.

Whatever it takes, I will obey my Lord and will wait on Him until my last breath or the last day. My life on this earth holds nothing for me if I cannot please Him. There are many things that He asks me to do that I don't want to do, but I love Him so much that I can never disobey Him. I believe that whoever really loves the Lord cannot disobey Him.

After church on March 11, 2001, the Lord told me I must wear only white gowns for each and every miracle dance from then on. He said that I was never to wear any other color, but He explained that I don't have to wear fancy gowns in the beginning.

RELEASING THE PROMISE OF MINISTRY

On March 25, 2001, after I prayed in the sanctuary, the Lord's golden presence was standing on the pulpit. The minute I saw Him, I began to cry. The Lord said with a smile, 'I am releasing the promise of your ministry.' After that, He changed into His regular gown and began talking to me about the usual things.

After church on May 27, 2001, I prayed as usual. The Lord said to me, 'In your next prayer you will speak in a new tongue.'

A couple of hours later I began to pray again. A special, fiery anointing came over my entire body. It was very unusual to receive such an anointing during my afternoon prayer. Then I remembered the Lord told me that I would receive a new tongue that afternoon during prayer.

The anointing was so strong that I couldn't talk, and it turned out to be another new tongue that the Lord had given to me. I have received various tongues many times before, but this one was a very long one. It required me to pray much longer than usual. With this new tongue-talk, I couldn't understand anything that I said. The Lord told me not to be concerned about this. He assured me that He understands everything I say, and He told me that He is opening doors for every area of my miracle ministry.

The Lord told me that from that day forward I would not be praying for those I had been praying for over such a long span of time. He said that I must pray only for my family, my pastor and my church. From then on I have been praying for others in my spare time rather than in my periods of regular prayer.

NEW HEAVENLY SONGS The next morning, I began to worship before the Lord at home in a very different way from which I have ever done before in the mornings. After I prayed, I started singing new heavenly songs that He gave me the day before. He gave me the words to sing as well.

Then I begin to do a heavenly dance. I always worship with dance once a day before lunch, but this morning's worship was very different, and I felt I was in heaven with the Lord. I believe He would rather have me worship Him than to pray for others. He also told me that He had heard every one of my prayers already.

I have been praying seven days a week for many years. He has always said that when He would begin my miracle ministry, I should focus on Him first, then His work, and then rest every day until the last day. This makes me realize that I will never have a social life. In fact, my ministry, once it begins, will be a very short one.

TWO KINDS OF DANCING AND SINGING

Since that morning I have been doing two kinds of dancing and singing. The first dance is the vision on the beach with Him and my spirit-body. In those times I sing without words. The Lord and I can talk to each other heart to heart, and I can praise Him with understanding. I meditate on what He has shown me, and I meditate on what He did with me in heaven. I also reflect on what I want to be doing in heaven when I get there, and I praise Him in such an awesome way.

Then He tells me what I mean to Him, and He shares many promises with me'promises that are related both to the time while I am on this earth and my future in heaven.

The second dance has words with it, but I can't understand these words. The second dance is exactly like the one I danced in the church for two years. The Lord calls it a miracle dance. In each of these dances, the Lord's spiritual presence always stands before me. During each dance He tells me that nothing is more joyful than that particular moment. This always makes me so joyful that I simply want to fly away. Each of these dances takes about an hour.

AN OPEN DOOR TO MINISTRY

On the morning of May 30, 2001, after prayer in the Lord's presence, He told me, 'I am putting a special anointing on you.' The minute He said this it was as if fire came to my whole body for a while, then the vision voice came forth, and then I saw the Lord's golden gown and crown presence.

It was then that the Lord said, 'Daughter, I am opening the door for every area of your ministry.' He talked about many things for a while, then He told me to put my hands towards Him. When I put my hands out before Him, He put His hands on top of my hand and said, 'I bless you.'

By this time my body was hot and breathless, and my hands were closed so tightly that they returned to my chest. After this, my hands started to clap for at least ten minutes out of sheer joy.

CLAPPING HANDS

On Saturday night, June 16, 2001, after my bedtime prayer, the Lord moved my hands in many different ways. The next day, after morning prayer, He did the same thing, and He let my hand touch my eyes ten times. The Lord told me that this morning's dance would be different, and it was. This morning I was crying at church before worship, and I cried almost the whole time and the dance was the most joyful dance I had ever danced.

At the end of the dance, my hands started clapping uncontrollably. After this stopped, I began to say, 'I love you, Lord.' I said this over and over again, always with my hands stretched out to Him.

The Lord let me rest from miracle dancing for two weeks, from July 8 to July 15, 2001, but He permitted me to dance the offering dance those two Sundays.

Then on July 22, 2001, the Lord told me that I must dance on the first step of the platform.

AN UNDERSTANDING PASTOR

On July 29, 2001, after this morning's prayer, my hands touched my eyes fourteen different times. I also saw many sparkles. My hands and arms felt like they were on fire. The minute I walked into church, I could feel Lord's presence, and while I was praying, I saw the Lord sitting on the first step on which I was supposed to dance, and we both smiled most of the time.

I had a very special anointing come over my body. It was more powerful than at any other time while dancing, and I also felt different than I did while I was dancing on the floor.

After the service I told pastor Wolfson that I had danced on the first step. He didn't know about it, because he had come in late. He said, 'You have to do what God says.' He also asked if anyone had said anything. I love my pastor so much. I can tell how much he loves the Lord and fears Him. I also love his preaching. Not many pastors can compare with his preaching. Some say he is a fireball. He has a special love for the young people. The Lord always says how special a son he is to Him.

I said no, no one had said anything. I told him I had been dancing from the minute worship began. It doesn't matter whether anyone is there or not, I have to go to the front when the Holy Spirit moves me. This dance is only to please the Lord, not the people. When He is satisfied, then the miracles will happen. The Lord spent countless hours in an effort to train me for this dance. When I do this dance He always smiles. This book mentions the dancing often, but this is very important to the Lord.

On the night of August 4, 2001, the Lord told me that the next morning would be my final dance on the floor of the sanctuary. All the dancing I'd been doing on the floor was training.

He told me that He is perfectly satisfied with my training. Then He went on to explain: 'I couldn't do the miracles while I was training you for your ministry. The next dance will be on the platform. The whole platform has to be yours.' How I wish He had told me this before so I wouldn't have been hoping for miracles for every dance.

SEEK THE LORD'S FACE

On the night of August 4, after my prayer, the fire of God went through my entire body and let my hands touch my eyes many times. The vision-voice came, and I began to see our church. While I was dancing, the Lord's presence was standing before me with a smile. He looked taller than He had at other times, and He told me: 'My presence will be before you for every miracle-work dance. That is why I trained you, so that you can focus only on your Lord while you are dancing.'

He also said: 'Each place where you will dance, someone must tell the people what the dance is for: tell them to try not to watch your dance. They must close their eyes and seek My face and praise Me with all their hearts from the beginning of the dance to the end of the dance, if they want to be blessed.'

He also told me that I must dance after worship is completed and have some worship music without words in it. He went on to explain that the whole platform would be filled with His presence and that I will be dancing before Him. Every dance I have danced, I knew the Lord's presence was before me, but it was very hard for me to see Him.

I used to pray, 'Do not let me fall on the floor while I'm dancing,' because each time I used go to the altar, my body wanted to fall. The Lord answered my prayers, because during each dance, even though the anointing is so strong and my body feels like it is on fire, I have never fallen yet. This is one reason why the Lord built up the power in my body for so long.

A Joyful Dance After prayer, on the morning of August 5, 2001, I had a very special anointing as usual. This only happens when I have to do the miracle dance on Saturday nights and Sunday mornings before the church. On these occasions, My hands touch my eyes fourteen times. After each touch, my hands make a symbolic cross.

At the church, even though I knew it was the last time I would be doing the miracle dance on the floor, I had such peace. While I was dancing, I felt very joyful, and I felt greatly relieved about not dancing on the floor anymore. I knew then, as I know now, that the Lord will take care of everything perfectly.

In fact, the Lord had worked very hard and spent thousands of hours to train me for this. After I danced, the Lord told me that I had done well and that I'd never have to dance on the floor again. He said, 'Now you could stand before millions, for you are perfectly trained.'

From January 9, 2000, to August 5, 2001, I rested only eight times between dances, for two weeks at a time.

HOLY LAUGHTER

On August 12, 2001, during Sunday morning worship, the whole time I was at the altar a very strong power came over me, and I couldn't stand up. During the entire time of worship I just sat there and laughed. Even if I had wanted to stop laughing, which I did not want to do, I'm sure I couldn't have done so. This is because it was a supernatural gift that I call holy laughter.