Chapter 18: An End-times Prophetess

An End-Times Prophetess And He Himself gave some to be...prophets...

"for the equipping of the saints for the work of ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ."
(EPHESIANS 4:11-12)

Every time the Lord's presence comes near, the groaning from deep within my spirit begins. Words do not come forth, just groans. This permits me to communicate with the Lord from my heart to His heart, bypassing my voice and mind. Sometimes we also whisper to each other.

The Lord explained that heart-to-heart communication is the most important kind of fellowship. Through this, Satan is unable to hear what we are saying. During each body-work session I would not able to speak directly to the Lord with my voice, but only with my heart.

'My daughter, you are an End-Times prophetess,' the Lord told me, 'and you are living proof of My Word and My prophecies.'

He went on to explain that it was for this reason that He showed me the writers with their notebooks in His throne room when I went to heaven with Him. He told me that many people don't believe His words and prophecies, and He said even some Christians do not believe them. Now I realize that everything He shared with me is a confirmation of the words of His Bible, and the prophecies He gave me are echoes of His Word.

ABOUNDING JOY

In worship times at church I experience such wonderful joy that it truly cannot be described. It is so all-consuming that I am unaware of other people around me. After the heavenly visions He has given to me I focus only on the Lord's presence. I can see Him in the front of the church, and He always looks so happy.

What other people may think about me no longer bothers me. When I go to church, it is to please the Lord only, not other people. I have learned that a person cannot truly please the Lord if he or she is worried about what other people think.

After Easter 1995, some people considered my actions entertainment, because of all the shaking and jumping I would do under the power of the Holy Spirit. However, heavenly songs and dancing are included during each worship time now. I used to wonder what people thought about me, but now I don't care, just as long as the Lord is pleased by my obedience. Pastor Larry Randolph prophesied that I am 'godly different,' and he is absolutely right.

MORE UNLOCKINGS AND VISIONS After sixteen months of body-work, I rested for twenty-six days. I thought the Lord would begin to use me, but He simply visited me each morning between 1 a.m. and 2 a.m. and talked with me for about an hour. This happened on eight different occasions, and then He began to anoint me and to continue working on my hands after my bedtime prayers, and sometimes after my morning prayers as well.

Each time after regular prayer, His presence comes to me. After He talks with me, He usually anoints me with very strong power, and I repeat all the hand movements He did before, and He shows me many visions that He has previously revealed. He follows all this by working on many different aspects of my preparation, including the hand movements. He lets me rest between different phases of the body-work.

The unlocking of the thirty-third lock was quite a different experience from the other times. This lock was shaped differently than the others, and it was the biggest lock and key of all. The Lord was wearing a golden crown and robe. He touched my hands with His hands, and then He said, 'You are ordained by your Lord.'

The next night He made both my hands spin around seven different times, in seven different ways. This was followed by my unusual vision-voice, and I noticed His golden apparel. He showed me a silver ball that was so round and shiny it seemed to be like glass. He held it in his right hand and said, 'My daughter, you are a perfectly made vessel.'

I learned that every time the Lord brought an object to His visits with me, it symbolized something He was doing in my life. One night, after my bedtime prayer, the Lord showed me another vision of the sky.

The moon and stars brightened the sky, and I saw the Lord in a shaft of light that was as bright as the sun. He was wearing a gold crown and robe, and He was holding a golden ball that was covered with stones, which He was lowering from heaven. A bright and shiny brilliance surrounded Him.

My special vision-voice came forth, and I saw the Lord before me. He was holding the ball in both of His hands, then He put it in His right hand and said, 'I will pour this anointing on your head.'

When He removed the top of the ball, steam came out. When He poured it upon me, I didn't feel the same strong power I had felt during previous anointings. After this, He showed me the whole ocean and the world, and He said, 'The world is yours.'

A PILLAR OF FIRE

On March 31, 1998, after my bedtime prayer, the Lord's presence came near. After we talked, He told me, 'I must show you this.' My eyes closed tightly, and my vision-voice came forth. Spiritual power filled my body, and I saw the entire sky on fire.

I rested for a few minutes, and my eyes closed tightly again. This time I saw a huge pillar of fire coming down from the sky. It fell into the middle of the ocean. After a few moments more of rest, my eyes closed tightly again, and power came into my body.

I heard a loud noise in the air, and I saw many airplanes in the sky. They were shooting huge, oval-shaped missiles. As the missiles were fired, many buildings were being destroyed. Armed and uniformed people scattered everywhere, and I began to cry. The Lord explained that this war would begin in 1998.

TIME TO AWAKEN

On the morning of April 1, 1998, after my morning prayer, the Lord showed me the same vision as the night before. He told me that the terrible things that were happening were not all Satan's work.

'I must wake the sleeping people,' He explained. 'Many of them are living in the dark, and when bad things happen, they blame them on Satan. I will make the hearts of these people tremble because many of them are not seeing or hearing how soon I am coming for them. The only ones that will hear the trumpet are those who are ready and waiting for Me. The rest will have to go through the tribulation.'

A GOLD BOTTLE

The next day, April 2, 1998, was especially meaningful as well. After my bedtime prayer, the Lord's presence came near as usual. After we talked, He said: 'My daughter, I have a special surprise for you tonight. You must see this.'

Immediately after He spoke these words, my eyes closed tightly and I groaned loudly. Then I saw heaven open, and two persons came down. The area surrounding these people was as bright as the sun. One was wearing a white robe and holding a huge bottle with both hands. The Lord was wearing a golden gown and crown. Then the two people vanished, and my special vision-voice came forth.

After this the Lord stood in front of me. He was holding the huge gold bottle. It appeared to be made of solid gold, and it did not have a top on it. The Lord held the bottle in both hands. The enormity of the bottle surprised me, and I thought that I would barely be able to hold it in both my arms.

Curiosity filled my heart as I reached for the bottle, and it truly did fill my arms. I realized this was why an angel had to carry it down for the Lord. The Lord spoke to me: 'I will pour it on you from the top of your head to the bottom of your feet. Your body shall be anointed with fire.'

The minute He started pouring forth the contents of the gold bottle upon me, my entire body felt like it was on fire, and my voice sounded as if I was sick, and I began to cry. Then I began to sing, and my hands stretched out sideways, then raised above my head.

As this was happening I was saying, 'Father, thank You for everything You promised to me.' I couldn't put my hands down until I had said, 'In Jesus' name.'

Next, my hands raised seven different times to the Father, and I said things I wanted to say in Jesus' name. Then I fell prostrate on the floor, and my face hit the floor as I humbled myself before the Father. I discovered that I couldn't raise my head until I said, 'In Jesus' name.'

I soon learned that I could never do these things on my own. Until I say, 'In Jesus' name,' my hands won't go down, and my face will not move. I believe the Lord was teaching me the importance of praying to the Father in Jesus' name.

I always pray in Jesus' name for everything, and I believe He wants me to include this in the book so those who don't use Jesus' name will understand. The Lord then told me that the angel who had assisted Him was Michael.

THE ANGEL MICHAEL

It was early in the morning on April 3, 1998, and after my usual prayer time the Lord advised me to remember all that He had told me the night before. I asked Him if I could see Michael, the archangel. He said: 'Michael is a very handsome angel. He is seven feet tall, weighs 300 pounds, has blue eyes and blond hair.'

Through the heart-to-heart communication that we had established, I asked the Lord if I could clearly see Michael. Just then my eyes closed very tightly, and the groaning from my spirit grew very loud. My body moved backward against the bed. Then I saw Michael standing in the backyard.

Within seconds he was standing before me, and his head almost touched the ceiling. Just as the Lord had described him, Michael had blond hair and deep blue eyes. His complexion was very fair, and he had a wonderful smile on his face. He said, 'Choo Nam, you are my Lord's precious daughter, and you are pleasing Him.' With that, he smiled once more and left. The thing about him that I remember most clearly was his sparkling, deep blue eyes. His beautiful smile gave me a sense of joy and peace.

ANOTHER VISIT TO HEAVEN

On April 28, 1998, after my bedtime prayer, the Lord showed me all the things He had already shown me on the trips to heaven. He also reminded me of all the things that are going to happen on the earth in the very near future.

One thing He did not show me again was hell. I believe He didn't want me to re-experience such a horrible, hideous scene. Truly, I can never forget anything the Lord has ever shown me or told me.

Jesus told His disciples: 'These things I have spoken to you while being present with you. But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, He will teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all things that I said to you' (John 14:25-26).

That was exactly what was taking place in my life, and the Holy Spirit's work of remembrance continues in my life to the present.